"You have something to do" and he helps me getting in front of the mirror.
I thank him for reminding me as I take a look to the reflection.
As I approach the mirror I feel a certain pain in my belly. I am convinced it's because I need to go to the toilet so I ignore it for a moment.
I smile at myself. The reflection doesn't smile back...owwwkey
Then it replies with the most stingy smiles.
The forehead of the reflection seems frozen. Doesn't move.
Now, the jaw seems frozen.
I look into my eyes and the reflection's left side remains unchanged. The right side's eye suddenly turns in dark black & blue. I recognize Anna's eye and a smurk.
The Shaman sees this as a sign and asks me to get dressed to go outside.
I tell him "wait, I'm not ready here yet." because that feeling in my belly...was PULLING me inside the mirror. So deep through my eyes that I saw the reflections right side turn pitch black like ashes and fade away while the mouth took the most hideous mocking smile.
This triggers the feeling in my belly to transform into an exploding ball of yellow fire, rising from my legs over my back and on my head, slamming my body violently on the floor.
Sitting there, collapsed, I saw the fabric of space. I was covered by the feeling of love. I reconnect to myself and I get up.
I reassure the Shaman that I'm fine and...I take a second look.
This time the reflection looks like me. At first.
Then, the same right side starts changing.
It elongates a bit.
It rises it's eyebrow in a mocking way and clearly asks me:
"DID YOU LIKE IT?"
I get the joke.
I laugh so hard!
It's all a joke!
I walk outside.
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