Un-sickening...
Sitting on the floor.
Watching inside.
Watching some clips on youtube.
And back to the inside.
About an hour ago I see the setting sun beaming through the living room window.
Incenses are burning.
I look outside and I have the urge to open the window.
To feel the shine on my face.
At the same time I feel a deep fear.
A judgement.
What if someone sees me?
What if I get mocked?
What if I mock myself?
I see...
I open the curtains.
I open the window and...just sit down.
Such an emotional roller coaster.
Just from sitting there.
(picture taken after all these insights)
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