baldylibertycap
zondag 27 december 2020
donderdag 24 december 2020
woensdag 23 december 2020
Reaching Mach 1
Let me set the stage:
It's Wednesday December 23rd 2020
Last weekend participated in an other 2day Ayahuasca ceremony.
I'm still on the diet: 1 meal per day.
I have been feeling deep pounding heart beats for 2 days now. I've been doing extra push ups and yoga to redirect that energy.
My ears have been ringing softly for weeks.
Sexual energy is sky-high without orgasms. Yes, I do that on purpose. :)
This afternoon I decided to have a nap. So I get in bed, close my eyes, relax the jaw and start going deep.
Soon I notice a levetating sensation on my hand and arms, spreading fast over my whole body.
The ringing in my ears suddenly increases in volume and pitch. It sounds like the engine of a loud Harley with a supersonic spaceship layer over it.
By now I can't feel the mattres under my body.
The colours in my mind start vibrating vividly and intensify....
Faster, louder, brighter....until I hear, see and feel a tremendous
BANG!
that turns everything in the most beautiful shades of green.
Peace.
Silence
Bliss
<3
maandag 14 december 2020
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As the Shaman helps me getting up he reminds me. "You have something to do" and he helps me getting in front of the mirror. I t...
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Space! You probably imagine a black void. Maybe some stars and an occasional planet floating around...oh, and a comet. With a white tail....
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We arrive around 2:30. First! Got a chance to talk to the Shaman in private and ask him to trust me a bit more than the last time so I can...